Friday, August 26, 2022

no one else would get away with what trump did

  we are living in highly politicized times. and the best example is the fact Donald trump withheld 184 classified documents for over a year. one must wonder how many people would be walking around free if they had done what he did? and the fact he and his minions are trying to say he was justified in doing so is ludicare.

  the document proves the government bent over backwards to accommodate this con man. meanwhile he was all willy nilly with these documents. anyone could have accessed these documents.given his teams lacked security...wich is none at all... we may never know who seen these documents. this man has probably done incredible damage to our nation.the FBI mentions several people telling of trumps handling of these documents. it shows a real carelessness by trump in the handling of these papers.

Thursday, November 15, 2018

the greatest divider in america.... wealth

what is truly despairing about the wildfires in California is the death toll and the number of people missing..... but, another subject is also high on my list.... the fact that rich people had their own fire department fighting fires near their homes. they used public water systems to do it...and yet, we the people are supposed to act like that is just the way it is. but, think.... with water pressure already low in some of these areas... a private firefighter using public water decreases it further... and that water may have been needed to help with the rescue of people trapped...
 but, this is not the first or even the greatest example of how the rich get away with anything.... anyone who has ever been charged or investigated will tell you, justice may be blind,but she damn well knows the smell of money....if you are poor you are almost guaranteed that if you are charged with a crime, you will be found guilty.... because the state can spend millions to prosecute you. most American could never hope to match that... and I hear you... well, if you innocent you will be found not guilty... that is how it is supposed to work.but, it does not. there are many examples of people found guilty, put on death row, days from execution, who were under new examination, found there was no way they committed the crime.dna has freed many. reasons, why they were convicted, has included overbearing police...overbearing prosecutors who just wanted a win. and racism.but, let's take a look at the other side of the coin.... a millionaire on the lam after being indicted in new york for killing his ex-wife settles in Texas. he rents an apartment... he and his new neighbor begin having disputes....then, one day, he decides to kill his neighbor, and cut him up into pieces and throw his body into the gulf. he found out...he hires a team of well-known lawyers... and well, gets away scot-free .this is the ugly reality. if you are rich..you can do exactly what Trump said... stand in the middle of times square and shoot someone and be let go free.
  but it does not stop there..... if you are poor and get sick... you are out of luck.... you will be lucky if you can get to a hospital. much less if the hospital will see you at all... most hospitals now require payment before treatment.so... if you are poor, you work sick and pray it does not get worse..and if it does, you know your done for.kids get sick and die.... elderly the same.i have heard people act like someone on Medicare gets great health care.... another lie pushed by the elite.they are lucky if a doctor will take 30 seconds to see them.
  Now lets get to the real kicker.....education.... if you have the money, you can send your kids to a private school....or move to a good neighborhood with a good school..... but, really...how many can do this?and with the rise of charter schools, public education has taken an even greater beating... and this is the real tragedy... only with a good education can you rise out of crippling poverty...and yet,we have established a system that keeps the poor perpetually poor. their kids will almost never make out of poverty. and then,many have the nerve to blame the poor for there plight... if they would only work harder... many work 100 hrs a week....or.well if they were not blowing their money on drugs or booze...one survey showed the poorest people are not as likely to do this...why? food....
  I have known extreme poverty... what it was like to eat out of dumpsters ...what it feels like to have no warmth in the dead of winter...and at the time I was 10.... I saw how people looked at me like I was less than human......and I survived...and I am here to tell you... be careful how you judge others. 

Monday, November 12, 2018

SUDDENLY THEY ARE CONCERNED

With all the tweeting by trump, ann colter rick scoot about the elections in Florida you may be forgiven if you thought the elections there were crooked.... but the problem is this.. the Republicans control the process there. and they say there is no evidence of fraud what so ever.
 So what is it with this sudden concern? well.. they (the Republicans) have just been handed the biggest midterm defeat since Watergate... and they are worried they will lose more seats. not only in the house but the Senate... which mean their control is shrinking right before there eyes.
 And who do they blame? the voters.... not Trump's campaign of hate, lies, and fear.... but voters and the Democrats...they were warned... that they are becoming a party that is doa.... but instead of trying to broaden the party, they went with trump and doubled down on race. and now they see it is accelerating their demise.so... instead of seeing the writing on the wall and changing, they cry foul.
 Which bring me to another point... The GOP has become the we are the victim party. everything that happens is someone else's fault.... when the hell did that happen? the republican party was at one time the party of strength... now it is full of babies...case and points Kavanaugh. he went full blown baby ..whining, sobbing, and temper tantrum... even though he knew he was going to get the position. which begs why? why go that far? and the answer should be clear... they are scared... scared we as a nation see through there veil attemp....see them for what they are... and they know we reject that ideology.

Saturday, October 20, 2018

Where is the Republicn outrage.

  The death and dismemberment of Saudi/American journalist khmal khashoggi should,you think,cause mass outrage among the republican base.and yet,nothing.when i was a kid jimmy carter was president,and Iran kidnapped Americans from the U.S consultant. republican were furious.and rightfully so... this was an act of war. but,what is different?
 both instances a U.s resident was kidnapped. both incidents happened at a embassy. only difference is the torture...a gruesome torture and killing,dismemberment of the American....this goes beyond what happened to the Iranian hostages.but... no republican outrage.
 this seems to be part of the if trumps says its ok or false then it is ok syndrome.or as trump calls it the trump syndrome.except it is not democrats who are suffering from it. it is republicans.this man had his fingers cut off,and then was beheaded,and dismembered. and trump says he believes the Saudi royal family did not know because they told him they did not know..... what is he? he claimed on air"i am not a baby".... i say when it comes to world affairs...yes,Donald you are... you are a infant.you,the leader of the free world allowed ...yes you allowed... because the nsa and cia knew the saudis had plans to kidnap khashoggi.... and allowed them to kill him... and you expect other nations will not do the same.and whats worse you pushing the rouge killer theory... when anyone with any knowledge of the Saudi government will tell you that is a fairy tale.this war crime against an American citizen demands tough action.... and you sit back and push fairy tales.you are worse then jimmy carter. he at least tried..... and when you say you do not talk to terrorist... the republican hero did.. regean sure did.
   so,back to my topic... my republican countrymen.... where is your outrage.... an American was kidnapped on foreign soil.tortured .in a brutal way...and killed. is trumps family`s entangled money worth the risk of Russia or north Korea following suit?

Sunday, June 18, 2017

the ghost of the past and now.

 We all have heard it....those who do not learn from the past are doomed to relive it....but why?we all hear people talk about history repeating itself.and people even see Hitler in trump.
 even i have been guilty of this.and i do see elements of Hitlers rise and the third right.and it is a scary thought.but violence is never an answer.but....one could argue our own country`s history tells a far different story.if you oppress a large group long enough.they will rebel.but also...if you kill a man ..you may create a martyr.so...by shooting at those gop senators,he did not help liberals....he hurt us. he will help the gop push the idea of liberals being reckless,angry and hostile.which we are ...but only to ideas that hurt millions.we are open to debate anyone.not shooting.violence never wins.it ultimately loses.we must be ready . the fear and hate being pushed has caused Christian terrorist to kill already.and they will kill again.we all have a choice.we need a country that works for all...or it will not work for anyone.we can not allow the ghost and thoughts of the past to regain a foot hold in our present.look what that logic produced...wars that spanned the globe...tens of millions dieing.and the holocaust.this is the dark enemy within all of us.the devil behind our eyes.with every choice we either feed the demon or starve him.it is up to us.do we bring back the now dead ghost to out there foot on us again?or do we relegate them to museums as warnings of what could easily be again?
  i live in the south...i see confederate flags.but many whom fly those flags have very little idea of the nation it flew for.how its government worked or how it treated its people.and that many who fly it would not be welcome in it.the lie of the glory of the old south... it is a beautiful tale...but just that.just like all the other purist ideals.be weary my friend of superiority dreams,they lie to you.

Saturday, January 28, 2017

still think trump is good for america?

 Well if you do think again.....everything he has done since becoming president comes straight out of Hitlers playbook....undermine freedom of press.....undermine the confidence in the election system....undermine the freedom to protest.....i could go on and on...
  this man is a fascist rapped in the American flag caring a cross.we have been warned that this is how a fascist would come to America.but,it is not just how trump is doing.look at the gop.when the gop in a certain state lost power....before they left they passed sweeping laws to try and strip power from the incoming democratic state government.here in my state,we have had a democratic attorney general for some time.this year the gop here tried and failed to get rid of him....so what do they do.....they are trying to pass sweeping laws to undermine his power.
 The gop is good at this.they use Gerry meandering to keep congressional districts.then they use the idea of"voter fraud"to keep what minorities are registered from voting.and yes it is legal.but morally it is indefensible.
 trump is calling anything that shows him in a bad light as fake news......here is another,what happened to all that coverage of his trial he has going where he rapped a thirteen year old?it suddenly vanished....think the president cannot make this kind of thing disappear?
  trump passes a sweeping immigration bill to keep people from"undesirable countries"who sponsor or have terrorism in them from coming t the U.S....one big problem...he forgot the ones where the 9/11 terrorist came from.....namely Saudi Arabia.
   Trump builds a wall....and it will cost as much as nasa`s annual budget...but hey,it will solve the Mexican immigration problem right?wrong.....people have you heard of tunnels?or hey,what about what may use right now?ladders?better yet...what most do .....fly in to the u.s on jets....sorry folks plans can fly.
 Now in order to pay for this he claims Mexico will pay for it.....how is he going to make a sovereign nation pay for his monument of stupidity?oh,a tax on this goods sold in the U.S.......wait...he does know we pay for it right?so we will pay two,three times over for the great trump monument of stupidity?
 then he he trashes the cia....why?because they told how Russia helped get him elected.and faced with the mountains of evidence who does he investigate?not Russia...but we the people of America....welcome to the fourth Reich.

Tuesday, September 20, 2016

Why trump is seen as presidential.

 One only has to look at trumps history to realize he is unfit to be president.but yet,the media covers hm 24/7......why?he has not said anything of importance,or gave any real idea of what he will do as president...so how did we get here?
 To understand that,we need to understand history,and how its shadow hangs over this.we need to remember the old south,and how,although they lost the war they won the battle.lost?the south never had a chance against the north.the south was mostly poor,uneducated people.and many at the time,despite what many believe did not care about slavery.they were just trying to survive.the rich in the south decided to seceded....and made a dictatorship.most of the people of the south .poor who did not own slaves are land,had no say.so the rich got there way.and,as in many wars,the poor paid for it ...the southern commanders raided there houses and robbed them,then Sherman burned what they had left down.
 so..after the dust settled,many in America had a deep distain...and the rich banned together.and took control of government.it was only broken once...Theodore Roosevelt.
   then,fast forward to the Vietnam war.a war in which once again,the majority did not want.....and a war in which even today many wonder what we thought we were doing....the media coverage slowly eroded the support for this war....and those with money,and power learned a valuable lesson.....he who controls the information,controls the masses.
  then came the republican savior....Ronald Regan.he did away with a little but powerful piece of the act to which concerns  the media....his goal,...control who and what information is out there...it had little impact at the time,but it lead to things like the biggest lie in America fox news.they from the start said they were not a "news channel,we are more of a tabloid news"don`t believe me...it is right there in the forms they had to prepare to gt a license....
 then,lets go bush....this republican propaganda channel lead the crusade to invade Iraq....if you are not supporting the president you are a traitor....and the biggest pusher for war...bill o`riley....we later realized bush had no idea what he was doing,and had planned this war long before being elected...fox also told America that the patriot act was a good idea...if you have nothing to hide,then you have nothing to fear.....we know better....fox then,and now defended torture of people...even though it is illegal in the U.S. and is considered a war crime...even now,they defend bush
  Then we arrive to the election of Obama..and the real start of the trump for president campaign..he becomes an "expert"for fox,makes many speeches saying he does not believe Obama was born in the u.s....and when Obama shows his birth certificate,he will show his taxes....they parade propaganda aimed at nothing less than the overthrow of an elected official...the tea party  propaganda....then,to dismay of Carl rove...Obama won again...this is when the network goes full on racist.trump continues his expert birther movement.
 fox and gop during Obama entire presidency try to provoke and assassination of a president,armed overthrow,and that Obama is an illegitimate president.while the gop sits back in congress and does absolutely nothing for eight years...Obama sends job bills,veteran bills to congress and they sit....then an bill to expand funding to the security to embassy world wide goes to congress...and the gop trying to gain brownie pints,cuts it drastically,even after warnings that it will compromise security...and just as predicted by Hillary Clinton...the worst happens in Benghazi....but instead of accepting their part...they begin a multi year,multi million dollar campaign to smear a possible candidate for president,and leading the charge...the gop propaganda machine known as fox.
 now,we are to the present...fox gives there man tons of free airtime by allowing him to call in..but,they are not alone,cnn,msnbc allow him to lie with out putting him to task..he continues this until recently...when cnn and others begin to call him out on his lies...but why now?because the people who back trump control your media....thank Regan...and if trump wins,we will go to war,and they will lie to your face again.and what i still do not get...is why America people do not know about trumps ties to russia,china....and why they are dangerous to america.

Thursday, July 7, 2016

Donald Trump and the newt.....

 As if Donald trump has not already proven to be a disaster in the making....the racist tweets,the homophobia,Islamophobia...and all out sexism...he knows says the former speaker newt Gingrich will play a role in his government,maybe even as vp.
 lets take a moment....trump has talked about bill Clinton affairs,and now has the nerve to add newt? the man who was caught doing the same damn thing?but,newt also invented the nuclear option that the gop is so famous for....you know shutting government down to get there way.except he gambled and lost,in fact he lost the gop everything.he led the crusade to impeach Clinton for having sex .something he was doing .another example of gop two faced politics.
 i know agree with the new York times....if the dump wins,America will lose.

Wednesday, January 27, 2016

FLINT,MI & SEBRING,OH

We all should be ashamed of what is going on in flint,mi.the gop controlled state took control over the town.then,to cut cost..."they say to cut cost,but actually this cost more"...they made the town stop using water from Detroit..and used the river.right from the start there own department of environmental equality told them the lead levels were exceeding the limits.the response?the test were inconclusive.
 now,you may ask how come they did not stop this?think.....every since bush sr. the gop has campaigned on loosening restrictive laws on the environment that is"holding America back".so...they went and knowingly poisoned an entire town....but ,there is another reason why this happened...these were poor people.,mostly minorities. a recent e-mail shows the type of republican we are dealing with"a bit of lead  is not going to make them any more retarded then they already are.that would be impossible.they were doomed once they were born onto that town". THIS SENTENCE SPOKEN BY GOVERNOR SNYDER IS HOW THE GOP SEES ALL MINORITIES,AND POOR. WE NEED TO WAKE UP.the gop has stripped the department of health,the department of environmental equality  to where they are not able to stop terrorist attacks against poor and minorities.
 now,in sebring,oh...we have what appears to be a case of criminal negligence and a cover up.but it may be to late for some 1,800 residents.lead stays in the body.it binds to organs,bones.and is a cause of mental retardation.the fact that a gop gov.would be so careless in his remarks is not so astonishing....but what is ..we should have seen this coming.we have been cutting back on funding government.the one thing that was the balance.we have politicized the epa.why?i do not want to live in Mexico......the gop and tea party wants to strip the federal government of its power...why?where they can do whatever they want.and where the billion dollar companies can pollute,poison.

Thursday, September 11, 2014

How do you measure life?

 today for some reason i began to think about life.how do you take decades,century and measure it down to show whom a person is worth?is it even possible?none of us are what we seem to be.we all have dreams.we have seen our dreams abandon us.what became of that bright eyed energetic person?  here is an example....if someone whom never knew me met me know they may say i am lazy,not educated and crazy....but,i am not.i can not do things because of a degenerative condition.and crazy comes from having days of being alone in pain.and i no longer care to much about being "the perfect punctuation"i do not see why it matters,ninety percent of  people know what i am saying.and if it pisses you off,all i say is get a fucking life.
  so how do we do it?do we list successes only?or the happy times only?or do we show humiliation,deep depression?......what really makes us whom we are.....of course we know it is joy,despair...everything.but which ones make us who we are?the best of us?we all want to leave our mark...but what counts?fortune?fame?our friends list on Facebook,etc?i believe it is how genuine we are.the idea of not hiding our true self.i tell what i think.and if someone likes it good.and if they do not good.if it causes someone to stop and think,that is the best.this is all i want.i tell everyone to learn to see with there own eyes.do not believe what i say,or what someone else says,see for yourself.and another thing that to me means more than fame or fortune,humility.and the ability to human.to look and see someone else pain.sorrow,despair.and try to help.and in situations where the culture as a whole is wrong,tell people this is not right.even if it means harm.we need honest people.not more drones.there are way to many of them.people say oh,your democrat,or republican.i am not i have yet to see either party do anything to help.
 so here is how i would measure a life....how genuine they were...how did they treat those whom are less fortunate?did they speak out against cruelty?and finally....did they love...i mean really love.did they hold back on there kids,wife,husband,friends?did they hate?hate people of other races,ethnicity or religion?what did they do for the good of humanity?this is my measurement.no one is perfect,i never expect someone to bat 100% .because we all have been scared in some way by life.try to make the world happier,and a little wiser....and above all believe in the goodness of people.and love.

Wednesday, August 13, 2014

Ferguson,Mo

 If you have been under a rock and have not seen the news,Ferguson,MO has become the center of a very large debate.the first part is as it has been on many things lately is race.and wither or not it played a part in what happened.the victim was a black male.he was reportedly unarmed,when he was shot and killed by a white police officer.now....was race a factor?at this time,it remains to be seen.was he stopped because of racial profiling?unknown at this time.but one fact about race is clear.Ferguson,mo is a predominantly black community.but its police force is predominantly white.that is a problem.a police force should reflect its population....since then however ,a new debate has opened up.and it is just as ugly...the militarization of our police.there are shocking pics coming out of Ferguson...Should a police force be made to where it is more of a military?new armored cars,like the ones used in Iraq by u.s. troops.wearing camo ,dressing in all black like a para military force....when is it to much?when should we as a public demand a deescalation of the militarization? do we want to be a police state?because many of our cities have become police states ...with armed camps of police with the them vs us mentality.we need to step back.our lose what we have altogether.
  We also need to have an honest open dialog about race.and be more open to each other.this as it is has no good ending.it is up to us to stop this.

Friday, July 25, 2014

What does it mean to be american in the 21 st century?

 For some Americans it is all about politics.others...to my saddened heart...it is race.but to me.. it means so much.for one,it means being enlightened enough to see that life is a crap shot.it is just a roll of the dice.my life in the United States has not been one of luxury,or entitlement.i was born to a mother who was an r.n.and a father who was a master welder at a steel mill.but,as i said,it is all in a roll of dice....by the age of 12 ,i was eating out of grocery store dumpsters,and then,i nearly died.but,that was not the worst.because at the time my father was ill,and my mother was barely making money ,now working part time for a bunch of pigs,i was not given adequate medical care.even the doctor over the hospital said so.so,i ended up with a chronic degenerate disease of the spine.so,i been the poster child of poverty in America.i see it still,although i do not understand why.being American to me is seeing what is wrong and working together for a answer.we should not be the police of the world.but,we should not allow barbaric genocide.we should work for world peace.but we should also be ready,for there are those whom war is there master.we should not allow the political fervor to keep us from doing whats right.but,it has only gotten worse.being American has nothing to due with politics.but what is right for America.we have seen the American dream sold off to the highest bidder.and this never should have been.we have had companies declared citizens,which is absurd .and we are a nation of immigrants.and yet,we now treat them as dogs.this is whats wrong.we never should be so intolerant.we should treat all sides equally.

Wednesday, July 9, 2014

GOD....?

Have you ever really stepped back and though ...whom,and what is god?what would he think of his children ?we all call god,but by different names....and kill each other.but,what would he think of us doing so?all our history,politics,blood shed .would he just say your all wrong,you forgotten the most basic of my teaching...love,compassion.without it,none of the rest can be achieved.so,no,none of you are my children...no..not the Jews...no,not the Christians...and no,..not the Muslims...you all have shamed me....and you all have failed.....i will let you try to learn...but i doubt you can.
  just think...if he said that.would the world change?or would the world be so far gone,that it would be impossible?could the religions of the world realize that they are thee same?or would they still preach poison and hate?this is what haunts me.....what if we all are wrong about god?

Wednesday, May 14, 2014

the tension between china and south east asia...

 Recently the tensions between china and its Asian neighbors has hit the boiling point.it has in the last several months,threatened japan,the Philippians,and Vietnam.this should  wake Americans up.but instead,Americans ignore the growing problem.many intelligence officials believe china will start a war with at least one nation soon.and many say it will be japan...
  China claims territory in japan.but why do this now?well,for one,America  military is weary.and our president is as well.after nearly two decades of wars,the American public does not seem to be invested in helping their allies.and,after the recent recession,America can not afford it.but the biggest is America has tied its own hands by allowing its economy to be so in debited to china.but....it also could be that after the fukashima disaster,china feels japan is weaker.
  What many do not realize is japan is the worlds 10 largest military.although it is not close in size to china's,japans military,according to some analyst,may be able to hold its own against china.
  Then there is the recent row between china and Vietnam.this caused a huge anti-china backlash.and has caused gangs of people to burn Chinese factories.and then there was the actions that china took against Philippians fishermen in the Philippians own territorial waters.
  My opinion is one that dates to the cold war.it is this,the United States needs to be preparing for what many see as unavoidable,a war.

Sunday, March 9, 2014

the russian gamble and why ultimatly russia will pay...

 I have seen many say that in the world eyes America has failed and Putin has won....i do not see that.many in eastern Europe see this as an Nazi style tactic.use the fact there is a area with a population of your people,to invade.and claim you were defending there rights.it is strange to see Russia accusing the Ukraine of being neo nazi`s when they are using Hitlers tactics.no,there will not be an American standoff.but,Putin lost the minute he crossed the border,just like America did when it invaded Iraq......this will have major impact on Russia,Asia,and Europe.and no,America does not have to lift a finger.in recent years,Russia,along with china,north Korea have been more of a bully than America has.and by invading a nation that was at the time friendly with Russia,it set several things in motion.....#1 the fears of the so called resurrection of the soviet union have been re awakened.several nations that were part of the soviet union that are now part of NATO will be getting bases and more military hardware.and some such as Ukraine,will begin building there military up.#2 in Asia...this will be translated as the opening bell for a communist takeover...the first thing will bee a bigger,stronger way more advanced Japanese military that might even go nuclear.,south Korea will also strengthen its military,and may go nuclear.and Australia.#3 India will also see this for what it is and continue its build up.....Russia has far from one,it failed.sure,it got a piece of land,but it showed his weakness.

the lies of a google plus community

 Yesterday i did what i have always done,try to let the truth shine on an issue.i had joined a group called political...i leave the rest of the community names out.they claim they are a group who wants an open and unbiased talk about world events....i had been invited..so,i joined.thinking i would try and help people see why things are the way they are.i posted a couple of things.then i said russia had no right to invade the ukraine..and then a moderator begain a two day attack.she said that the people there were pro nazis,and that the people in crimeria were russian.and the more she talked,the more she sounded like a pro-communist propaganda machine.i mean she used every excuse that the russian ambassodor to the un used.in the exact way.then,i noticed her post.she is anti israel,anti america.and in her points she always spews the communist point.she will not allow any deviation.and anyone who speaks different is banned.it is called free speeech,but there it is not allowed.even one of her other moderators spoke up saying she was wrong,but it did not help.she banned me,and she banned the other moderator.....you can find the group easy on google,but,they have very few members,i wondered why,now i know.
   i said she has a right to her point,but apparently i do not.her and her pro communist friends decided that anyone speaking out against the Russians are banned...i think Google should ban this group.

Tuesday, March 4, 2014

Autism+depression.....a crippling combo.

 Hello,i am now 43..and i have one of the best memories of my entire life,spanning all the way to when i was a baby.....now,some say they wish they could remember,i wished i could forget.my first counselor who seen me at 16,was deeply troubled.she said that i was the first person she met that had truly given up,that i did not see any purpose to life.she was right.after 16 years of watching my mother,father fight,them my brothers..it broke me.it was violent,it was hateful.i saw this world,as many with autism do,as being wrong,as if i did not belong here,as though i was from another world.why do people do such cruel things,is this love?i finally got so numb i could not do any school work.i went from the honor roll to failing.the school counselor did not know how to help.so,ii dropped out.i believe now i probably had two nervous breakdowns in my teens,both resulting from the thick cloud of tension that existed in my family.i stayed in my room,just sitting by myself.
  i never felt warmth.i do not know wither it was the autism or my family.but,this excludes my mother.she was the only light i had in the world.she tried to keep me happy to some degree,but that would be snuffed out in a hour.i never had felt such coldness as when i would walk in after my family had a big blow up.i learned to not be heard or seen if possible.now,i still can not break that part,and it kills me.how do you break a program that you have had for decades?it did not help that i was nearly killed when i was 12.it left me with several neurological problems.i never had true friends.most did not really care to have me around unless no one else was around.
   i have talked and tried to help other parents of kids with autism.i told them we pick up emotion.not words.you can be talking nice,but if your body is saying i am angry,we will be cautious and shy,withdrawn.another thing that annoys me is when i get in a large noisy crowd,i can not focus on one voice,and have actually gotten where i do not hear any voices just noise.and one guy threatened to beat me up,"you stood there and i was talking to you,and when i was asking you something you ignored me,your very unpleasant'.also,i see people in unusual places,and suddenly i do not remember them.and i really can not tell how i fell at the time someone asks,it is impossible.i can not put feelings into words.i know this has jumped around,but,i will try again.......i hope this helps someone.

Thursday, February 27, 2014

the ukraine and russia...and putins dream of rebuilding the soviet union.

 we all watched as the Ukrainian people took back their government.now,the new czar of Russia is drooling ,itching to invade the Ukraine.why?because the new leaders want a pro western Ukraine?no.because it is an easy excuse to use to invade and begin Putin dream of a resurrected soviet union.it has been his dream.and ,if he does invade,there is no guarantee of an easy victory.yes,one half will support Russia.but,lets say the other half does like Afghanistan did to Russia.that would be the ultimate embarrassment.and one befitting a man who is willing to crush a popular uprising with military power.if Russia does invade,Europe,the united states had better recognize it for what it is ,an attempt by Putin to begin rebuilding the U.S.S.R. and begin preparations.because if they do not,they may figure it out to late.

Wednesday, February 5, 2014

hatred in america.

 why did this ad cause so many to lose there mind?i found it to be inspiring,we are the great melting pot of the world.and it is nice to be reminded of that.but,we also got reminded of the poisonus hatred that still remains.it is amazing.a simple ad ,a beautiful song,caused so many blood to boil.we have so far still to go.
  then there is the stand your ground laws....and once again,Florida is the epicenter.a man got into an argument about the volume of music being played in a car.when he did not get what he wanted,he chased the occupants down,shooting them.he claims they had a weapon,but none was found in the car.it sounds like another i have a gun so i will do what i want and say i was threatened.these laws are nothing more than a license to kill.and they need to be abolished.but,with lawmakers already bought by the nra,it is unlikely we will see this happen.but it is guaranteed that there will be another stand your ground shooting.

Monday, October 28, 2013

The Awful truth on spying.

 Eric snowden is having a good laugh with his new friend Vladamir Putin.he sent more data on the nsa,data he was never supposed to have,data that is sensitive to the security of the united states.in it,he saya the united states has been spieing on  the leaders of Spain,France,Germany and the u.k. and everyone in Europe shit themselves.and are demanding an explanation and a apology from the u.s...only one problem,they do the same thing to us and each other.when the president of the united states goes overseas,the people with him are not allowed to take cell phones,because they can tap into them and get sensitive data.the president is always under the assumption that someone is listening.point two,for all she knows France has also done this.since France has a history of spieing on its allies.if i was the president,i would say  SO WHAT ALL OF YOU DO THE SAME DAMN THING.and what is feeding this?the media.the media is fueling the idea that we should not spy at all.bush did this and no one said a word...all it took was a two bit coward treason man like Eric snowden and all you hear is Europe shiting themselves.get over it.
 are they demanding their enemies Russia,china,Iran to quit spying?do they think the Russians would?this is why the cia should find a way to kill Eric snowden.he does not mind what he is doing because he wants the destruction of the U.S..he and his Russian benefactors love watching them turn on America.maybe the u.s should pull out of Europe,and leave them to the Russian,Chinese,Iranian triad.