the russian gamble and why ultimatly russia will pay...

 I have seen many say that in the world eyes America has failed and Putin has won....i do not see that.many in eastern Europe see this as an Nazi style tactic.use the fact there is a area with a population of your people,to invade.and claim you were defending there rights.it is strange to see Russia accusing the Ukraine of being neo nazi`s when they are using Hitlers tactics.no,there will not be an American standoff.but,Putin lost the minute he crossed the border,just like America did when it invaded Iraq......this will have major impact on Russia,Asia,and Europe.and no,America does not have to lift a finger.in recent years,Russia,along with china,north Korea have been more of a bully than America has.and by invading a nation that was at the time friendly with Russia,it set several things in motion.....#1 the fears of the so called resurrection of the soviet union have been re awakened.several nations that were part of the soviet union that are now part of NATO will be getting bases and more military hardware.and some such as Ukraine,will begin building there military up.#2 in Asia...this will be translated as the opening bell for a communist takeover...the first thing will bee a bigger,stronger way more advanced Japanese military that might even go nuclear.,south Korea will also strengthen its military,and may go nuclear.and Australia.#3 India will also see this for what it is and continue its build up.....Russia has far from one,it failed.sure,it got a piece of land,but it showed his weakness.

the lies of a google plus community

 Yesterday i did what i have always done,try to let the truth shine on an issue.i had joined a group called political...i leave the rest of the community names out.they claim they are a group who wants an open and unbiased talk about world events....i had been invited..so,i joined.thinking i would try and help people see why things are the way they are.i posted a couple of things.then i said russia had no right to invade the ukraine..and then a moderator begain a two day attack.she said that the people there were pro nazis,and that the people in crimeria were russian.and the more she talked,the more she sounded like a pro-communist propaganda machine.i mean she used every excuse that the russian ambassodor to the un used.in the exact way.then,i noticed her post.she is anti israel,anti america.and in her points she always spews the communist point.she will not allow any deviation.and anyone who speaks different is banned.it is called free speeech,but there it is not allowed.even one of her other moderators spoke up saying she was wrong,but it did not help.she banned me,and she banned the other moderator.....you can find the group easy on google,but,they have very few members,i wondered why,now i know.
   i said she has a right to her point,but apparently i do not.her and her pro communist friends decided that anyone speaking out against the Russians are banned...i think Google should ban this group.

Autism+depression.....a crippling combo.

 Hello,i am now 43..and i have one of the best memories of my entire life,spanning all the way to when i was a baby.....now,some say they wish they could remember,i wished i could forget.my first counselor who seen me at 16,was deeply troubled.she said that i was the first person she met that had truly given up,that i did not see any purpose to life.she was right.after 16 years of watching my mother,father fight,them my brothers..it broke me.it was violent,it was hateful.i saw this world,as many with autism do,as being wrong,as if i did not belong here,as though i was from another world.why do people do such cruel things,is this love?i finally got so numb i could not do any school work.i went from the honor roll to failing.the school counselor did not know how to help.so,ii dropped out.i believe now i probably had two nervous breakdowns in my teens,both resulting from the thick cloud of tension that existed in my family.i stayed in my room,just sitting by myself.
  i never felt warmth.i do not know wither it was the autism or my family.but,this excludes my mother.she was the only light i had in the world.she tried to keep me happy to some degree,but that would be snuffed out in a hour.i never had felt such coldness as when i would walk in after my family had a big blow up.i learned to not be heard or seen if possible.now,i still can not break that part,and it kills me.how do you break a program that you have had for decades?it did not help that i was nearly killed when i was 12.it left me with several neurological problems.i never had true friends.most did not really care to have me around unless no one else was around.
   i have talked and tried to help other parents of kids with autism.i told them we pick up emotion.not words.you can be talking nice,but if your body is saying i am angry,we will be cautious and shy,withdrawn.another thing that annoys me is when i get in a large noisy crowd,i can not focus on one voice,and have actually gotten where i do not hear any voices just noise.and one guy threatened to beat me up,"you stood there and i was talking to you,and when i was asking you something you ignored me,your very unpleasant'.also,i see people in unusual places,and suddenly i do not remember them.and i really can not tell how i fell at the time someone asks,it is impossible.i can not put feelings into words.i know this has jumped around,but,i will try again.......i hope this helps someone.